Lunch Break

So here I am with my lunch break almost over.. God i dont want to go back to work. You know Last week this new job was not so bad, but now here I am and what the fuck.. No desk of my own, and hardly any fucking work to do.. Maybe this is just a bad day, but hey whatever..

Vegestinian Vs Barstonian

What the fuck was i thinking... 5 years ago i was working in Ft. Irwin wishing my life was better. So what did i do..... I went back to school and graduated with a BS.. yeah thats right Bunch of Shit information... But I liked living in Vegas. Even if i was alone and never did anything but sit around. I had a job that paid 16buck an hour and hell i could have moved around in the system and possibly even graduated with my masters for free. But what did i do... I got married and oh guess what my husband now couldn't find a job in Vegas.. Sometimes i think it was for a lack of trying. I think he just wanted to be at home in Barstow working at the base.. Why??? Because he knew he could work there for the rest of his freaking life.. So here I am.. I quit my job and moved back home to Barstow. I live in a ghetto ass apartment building and I work at a job that already sucks.. I took an 8 dollar pay cut (which was not suppose to happen...) and all i do is work in silence. God I hope my life gets better.